I am so damn tired

do I still need to say much according to the title? I slept at 3.30am for this whole week and therefore I missed BK class today and sleep at home. I was sining. sigh...

Dear Fatherly Lord in heaven, Please forgive me...

as most of you who know me well, you all should know how desperate I am to find a guy who loves me for me and then involve myself in a realtionship. but something weird happened lately just these few days. for example, yesterday there's this guy who I'm not really close with (or should I say that we're actually not close at all) called me up. I was kinda surprised because he's not even the last name in my mind that will give me a call. so I jump out of bed and leave my baby afternoon nap behind and start the conversation on the phone with him. so we had a little chit-chat. then guess what? he pop up with a question like this, "ok, I'm serious now... can you be my girlfriend?"

I was so stund and blank and went, "hey kid, you're younger than me, you don't know me well, and I bet you don't even know my full name!"

then he kept quiet, and went "ok ok... forget about it..."

geesss... is there something wrong with me or is it the guys' problem? seem like as if there're many more desperated people out there. but at least I know I'm a rasional one. that's a good thing, though. hopefully the next one will be THE ONE!

and talking about boyfriend,

Dear cousin, please don't be worry. as I said, I'm still rasional enough.

haha...