Hehe Haha

I wonder if anyone ever cares about me not posting a single thing at all since the day after Valentine's. It's not that I don't want to, but rather helpless to do so. I can't continue studying my music and therefore I've extended my time to work in church. And now I'm a "multimedia" teacher, as in - kindergarten teacher, tuition teacher and young children music teacher. Of cause I'm still working admin stuff in church office. Don't think there's nothing to do in church. Try it for the first month and you'll get really really exausted when you reach home (especially when you need to stuck in the jam after work).

My life is so far so good. Ok, not that good. Last 2 days was even worse. I can't seem to call any of my "friends" to come out and have a little gathering or fellowship. Felt really depressed, honestly. But hack, got used to it trillion years ago.

I seriously want to continue my music career. Actually it's kinda gracefull to me cause God listens to my prayers. I wanted to be a music educator after I graduate from ICOM. But when dad wanted me to stop, I got an offer to teach music in kindergarten. I know that extending my work time for a year upsets my mom, but what to do? they expect too much from me. Like my father just told me yesterday, even if I really want to continue my music career, I must go into University, eventually. Well, he's not in the music line, that's why he still thinks that what I'm doing is not reconizable. Maybe I'll just ask them to give me what I want on my birthday as my birthday present. I know I'm evil. But I don't care.

I want to be single...

I'm in the office now. Typing some notice and doing this. Still not feeling well, after having soartroat for 2 whole week. Woke up this morning with serious caugh. I don't want to see any doctor. Just want to save a lil for my future. But hack, I dyed my hair on Monday(finally!!! It looks nice anyway ^.^).

Peggy's brithday is around the corner. A friend of 9 damn years! Don't really know what to do. called MeiMei but still have no conclution.

That is all.


ps* Sereen, damn you, call me out la!