it's a really hard day for me. I never step out of the house for the whole day.
- dad is out station.
- I don't know where are mt brothers and stepmom.
- Thong went out with his friends and I am always forbiten.
Then depression attacts. It's really hard. Being alone now means giving chances to destroy myself emotionally and physically. I never enjoy being alone anyway. turning the radio out loud or to watch my favourite show on tv doesn't impress me anymore. especially when I'm doing it alone.
The outing on Tuesday was so so to me. I'm seriously not really happy about it. about him...
I'm starting to hate him...
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