Monday, December 12, 2005

simply happy, simply irritating

I felt happy last weekend because
  • Pearly spent me breakfast and lunch!!!
  • me and Thong went for Andy Lau's concert
  • I got Joan to play the violin for me, for the worship section on Suday
  • it's my first time to spend a whole day with Thong and family... especially at Neway!!!

I felt unhappy because

  • Kelly called Thong again
  • she's been calling and sms-ing him more often
  • we quarreled over her again
  • Thong said she treats every guy friends the same
  • I realized she always name Thong as though he's her someone special
  • she doesn't respect me at all!
  • Thong rather talk to her than share with me
  • Thong told me she shares the same birthday with me!
I felt simply happy this morning cause
  • I got to wake up early and even wash my hair despite of the birthday ccelebration for my mom at Neway till 12.00am! reach home at 1am...
  • Thong said the "I love You" words in his morning message... He hasn't been saying that for centuries already, for goodness' sake!
  • I realized I can get to spend my Christmas Eve with mama and Thong @ Sasaki to have lunch together.
  • I'm feeling pretty
  • Wai Ying came back to work! (she looks pale and skinnier... but she's doing so fine!)
  • I got to buy myself a chocolate blended on my way to post office to buy stamps
  • I had lunch with all my fav dishes: toufu, curry vege, fried egg with long bean...

I;m feeling irritated bacuse

  • Thong sent me another LONG sms during lunch time... I actually doubted that he'd send the same message to Kelly... I hope I'm wrong!
  • hey! he's been sending those "I'm having lunch now. take care!" sms-es for the past whole month. nothing more than that... it's normal to feel awkward!
  • he doesn't reply any of my message
  • he still keep VERY IN TOUCH with Kelly.
  • Kelly still calls and sms him often
  • I have to trust him whereas he doesn't trust me!

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