I had only celebrated 2 Valentine's days before. The first one was 2 years ago. But the relationship ended exactly a week later. He told me it was his first time spending his Valentine's day with some one special, too. So we headed to KLCC, the place where I've always wanted to spend my special days with some one special. It has a lovely and wonderful park, ain't? Drop dead gorgeous night view, nice place to hold hands with some one and walk around a few times. But no! I am not gonna spend any evening there anymore! The mosquitous are killing me!
The second time was obviously last year. Me and Thong's first Valentine's day. It was... nothing special actually. The only special thing was he got me a ring. No, he got us a pair of rings. The one I'm still wearing on my left hand's 4th finger.
So yesterday, he wanted to treat me KFC to celebrate Valentine's day in advance. We went. It was not a nice dinner at all! And for the last time ever, I AM NOT GONNA GO OUT ON ANY DATE WITH HIM ANYMORE! Unless we're going out in a group or a double date, or else you can just talk to my hands. I might gracefully change my mind if only he changes his demanding attitude.
"Can't you just walk straight?"
(fact: there're people blocking my way and they're not moving away!)
"Can't you just stand still and don't move around so much?"
(fact: I was trying to do some shopping. How can you look for the right things you want by just standing still?)
"Don't you have anything better to wear than wearing skirt?"
(fact: I have only 1 jeans and a lot of PE short pants. The jeans was in the washing machine that very morning after wearing for almost 2 weeks!)
"Eat with your eyes on your plate! Why do you have to look around at others?"
(fact: He was looking around first! Being the busybody me was just trying to look at what he's looking at!)
"Move! There's no car! No NO! Watch out for the motobike! Damn! Can't you just drive properly!?!?"
(fact: I saw the motobike and I know what I was doing. hey! I'm the driver, not him!)
Now tell me, my fault? If you're gonna argue with me, I'll stab a balang knife at you or even chop you into pieces and then turn you into Human Flash Cha Siew Pao!
And do you know what I hate the most? First of all, I have to admid that I'm blardy stupid. Therefore I'll always ask for opinion on every decision I have to make. But I'll get the same answer as usual... "Up to you!"
So? I made the decison. I got scold! In the end he asked me have I ever think of the consiquences before making any decision?
And I just know that he was actually not willing at all to buy me that new phone! hey! I didn't ask him to do so! I asked him to save up and he said he wanted to buy me that phone as a replacement present for last birthday, anniversary and Christmas. I rejected a few times yet he insisted! And now he's complaining on how poor he is and how worthless to work so hard but in the end he gets no bonus!?
Bitch about it!
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Alright, he apologized yesterday night.
Tomorrow is the day. We're gonna go to mama's place for pasar malam and dinner. As usual as every Tuesday. I'm not going to expect a single thing at all. Not even expecting the unexpected. After all, even if there's no KFC dinner, it will still be a home dinner occasion.
I am not suppose to expect anything from the very begining.
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Here's a happy news to share. My 5 years old kindergarten teacher a.k.a my ex-collegue (for your info, I was working in church as well as a kindergarten teacher last whole year in my very own kindergarten TADIKA POOI LENG) a.k.a Chen Pek Yoke is enggaged! Will receive her red bomb soon and she'll tie a knot with her other half somewhere in November. I don't mind to be bombed! I'm superbly happy for her!
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