smile

I woke up at 10:45 this morning. And then I spend my entire day in the living room.

It's 00:21... and I'm still here.

I didn't go out of the house today. I haven't even bath/ brush my teeth/ change my pajamas. I stayed in the living room for a mission... I should be feeling happy baking biscuits for people. But something bothers me so much that I realize... I didn't put on a smile.

I did laugh when I watched a few movies just now - 内衣少女 + Meet The Spartans. 2 really nonsense movies. I laugh because it's funny. But it's just a laugh. I wanted to smile.



All I want for Chrirstmas... is a smile.