a BAD day

life is so... AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!

dad question me whether it's hard to stay at home. I denied. I actually stay at home every Wednesday - Friday (though starting this month onwards I won't be home every Wednesday cause I'll go back to LWSSOM). but as I was at home watching astro, he came home with a not-so-good mood. then he wanted to watch astro. I was actually enjoying it. but since he insisted so I didn't hesitate. i only said that I was enjoying. but he was like scolding me back saying he didn't even get to watch at all... ok FINE! I just keep silence, not telling him that I NEVER watch at all unless until at night when all of them go to sleep. I just want to spend another 10 minutes till the show end. but it's fine cause I'm used to it (as in... not watching astro). but I don't want to stay at home and so I wanted to go out. somewhere I can relax myself a bit. and then as I was just a few more steps to the door, he shouted at me and questioned me if I was angry and if it was illegal to let him watch His astro. I said it is SO SO fine to me cause I never really watch it ( I wonder if he ever knew). and then he blasted me with his angry tone, throwing things on the floor hardly and roughly as he could. I WAS NEVER ANGRY AT ALL!!!
and so I just went out and drive about Happy Garden. When I got home, I heard my maid complaining to my stepmom about me asking her to go pasar to buy vege so that I could have diner tonight. is it so hard to serve me!?!?!?!? I know I'm not the one paying her income, but she's my family servant. and therefore, she's also MY servant! what the hell is wrong with me? when I'm not at home, they scold me. when I'm at home, they scold me more... answer, anyone?!?

and oh! I kena saman today. I was at the Pudu cross road, wanted to cross to the other side. but the light started to turn yellow and my car was at the centerof the road already. so i have no choice but to "chong hong dang". and there I go, kena saman. I dunno how much. but hack! I don't care cause I won't rasuah a cent!!! blek!

-that is all-