Here's a list of what I did for the past... few months:
- dyed my hair black, but left the inner hair RED!
- renew IC (that's the reason...)
- went back to LWSSOM
that.... is all!
damn! why is my life so ordinary!?
I quarrel with Thong last Sun and we even break up... nearly. I seriously think it's not gonna work out anymore. But I know that God will help me.
Thinking back of all the choises I made in life and ask myself, will I regret? -NO-
The answer is FIRM and SURE! cause I know that God has a plan in my life and He knows me well, better than any other person in the world - even better than myself! If I were to change a single decision that I've made before, I might not be who I am today. There're a lot of things and lessons that I've learn in my journey and I'm sure that God will teach me even more in the future. I know that I'm a perfect person right now. some might say that if I change this or that desicion, I might be a better person. But to me, I'm glad of who I am. Though I might not be satisfying to others, God will use me and mold me in His way and time. God use sinners wisely. And if I wasn't a sinner before, I might not know my God today. I really want to thank God for His faithfulness. He sent me out to face the world. and exactly 10 years later, He called me back to serve Him.
Gosh! I'm gonna type non stop with this. anyway, I know that no matter how difficult the circumstances are, I will be still. Amen!
"Always rememebr that when the world pushes you down on your knees, you're in
the perfect position to pray. God never leaves you alone!"
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