aloha

for such a long time, i thought there're just a few people who'd stop by. but as I open my site and saw so many taggies... hohoho... I'm so happy!

I just read a bulletine post in Friendster. I never want to believe in such things but I have to admit that what was written there was 90% true and accurate~!


----------------JULY--------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

(7th, 16th, 25th Of any month then you are number 7)
Number 7

You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in music, art, singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s face lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to get ready looking for a partner rather
than waiting. If you don't, then you might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone's joy. Your best match is 2.

guess what? Thong's number is 2.

Why I said it's only 90% true cause I HAVE difficulties in study and I believe that I WILL HAVE A GOOD MARRIAGE! and it also says that I have to start looking for a partner instead of wiating... gees... why do I have to go to guys? Can't they come to me?

for now, I am still not well yet. I know I know, it's been almost a month already. But read the content above and you will find a saying "easily hurt but takes long time to recover". I don't know it's an excuse or not. but as far as I'm concern, I am absolutely not recover yet. I still dream about him. I still cry for him. and obviously, I still love him. This is rediculous! I never ever need more than a week to recover from a broke up like this before. Is it because I committed too much this time? Is it my own problem? Am i being too aggressive? oh gosh...

yes... oh gosh!!! to tell you the truth, I still dream about him EVERY NIGHT! imagine it, EVERY SINGLE NIGHT!!! this is hell blardy torturing. until last night, I'm still in a sleepless yet dreamful situation. and this is hell damn very tiring. don't believe me? try it yourself.

But I do and still trying my best not to think about him by exhauting myself in the gym. I lost 5 kgs so far. and the results are still not going anywhere. But I can FINALLY fit in my jeans!!! and I really think I look nice~! hehe... every night I will stand in front of the mirror naked and it makes me really happy to see the results. hoho! I CAN MAKE IT! I WILL SLIM DOWN TO A PRETTY LITTLE SEXY LADY! muuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~!

that is all. thankQ guys... for everything. muackz