Love Fool

Why didn't I update my blog?

I'm NEVER too busy to NOT do so. I just refused to online and spend more on the net. It'll reminds me a lot of things. Especially things about him.

You see, I blog about him, I put up his photo, I set his name as my password... he's still everywhere.

change it? well, you see, part of me (mentally) still refused to let him out of my life. part of myself still wants his present no matter how much I'd suffer when I look back or even think of those fantacies. If you notice, I actually deleted one of my previous posts about how much I hate a guy who doesn't mean what he says. It hurts terribly. and that's the reason why i deleted it.

go ahead and call me a phsyco or some one useless. I confess that I'm a Love Fool. a horribly helpless one