I actually remember that there're 8 people told me I look slimmer this week. True. I'm now 60kg. I lost 6kg in total after a month plus of hard work out. Some people even warn me not to become a gym addict. I don't care. But I didn't work out at all this whole week cause of a monthly visitation. and yesterday, Peggy had a birthday celebration at her house - BBQ!!! so there goes my diet... I think I consumed 2K of calories last night itself.
talking about yesterday's BBQ... WOW! I met Kenny, originally a penpal 6 years ago. and he happens to be Peggy's father's best friend's son. ok, you can go on and sing It's A Small World After All song. me and Peggy - pals since primary standard 4. but the best part of all was watching people smaching the Secret Recepie's Blueberry Cheese Cake into Peggy's face. I know this often happens at some birthday parties. But it's fun to see that even her boyfriend and mom tried their best to smash the cake into her face. muuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahaha! Highlight of the year!
(ps* sorry... no photo... what a waste... sigh!)
Today is her Birthday...
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Today's Easter Day as well. I should be all focus on The Almighty One above. I did. And I pray hard to Him, asking him to help me. Yes, I'm still not alright. I even cried during sermon. All I still think about is him and nothing but him. I even think that it'd be so wonderful if we're still together and attend Peggy's BBQ together! Gosh! Even I am so pissed with my own self! Yet I cried again 2 hours ago for almost an hour. I keep thinking about him, I still miss him, I still love him... this is so torturing! It's been so long yet I don't understand why I still can't get over him!? I can't finish my assignments on time, I can't sleep well at night, I have to cry before I kiss the day goodbye... These are so rediculous! I'm still doing everything and living everyday JUST FOR HIM! can some one PLEASE safe me!? I tried to help myself! I did try to do the best to help myself. But the reason why I didn't call people for help is because it's a waste of money. You can only hear me cry as long as we hang on the phone. and that is terribly wasteful...
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English presentation is coming soon. It's happening already. It's just not my turn yet. I don't think I need any small notes or memorization. Cause my topic is "My Greatest Fear". And my greatest fear is living a life without The Almighty Lord in my life. It'll be like telling a testimony. I guess I can handle it well.
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I want to blog in Chinese. But I have to change the blogskin into a general one in order to do so. Can some one make a blog skin with codes that can display chinese words esecially for me? FOC? Please?
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I feel like quit studying and work. I have a dream job - to become a DJ... do you think it's possible?
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