Bored

I've spent 4 hours more infront of the com. I got nothing better to do. I read every single article in the newspaper, I've watched every single vcds I could find at home, I've read every single book in my bookshelf, I've listened to every CD I have, I even read every friends' blog entries! even their friends' one, too. Maybe I should try to read the whole Bible for the rest of the day.

me and Thong quarrel last night. and I told him and myself that I will never ever call him anymore nor will I receive his calls cause I'm tired of arguments. I doubted if I will keep my words. but I know for sure that I won't call him today neither the following week. if things will turn out better without phone calls, guess it's worthy. He told me that he rather throw his phone away if I were to make this decision. but then I told him to forget about what I said and that he could call me whenever he wants. but I'm definitely NOT going to call him. maybe just for the moment. I remember when we started, we only send text messages to each other during the weekdays as we only meet during weekends. everything was so find and texting each other could make us warmth at hear sometimes. but ever since we started to call eath other often, it seems wordless most of the time. we could chat more by text messaging for hours! I honestly like him to call me, and definitely love to hear his voice every now and then. but it's funny cause we'd argue more on the phone. guess from today onwards I'll just text him. only outgoing calls when emergency. but I didn't text him during his break hour today. guess I'm still a little mad at him...

after reading loads and loadfs of blog entries, I found out that my blog is rather plain and general. maybe I should upload a little more photos or at least some songs. But I don have much credits to send photos to my email. and I also realized that most bloggers who are in lovey dovey status turn their site to be lovey dovey too. humans are busybody. I admit I am one. and I actually read every post on their blog. especially focus on how they started and... you know... their stories. Do I post enough of mine? I don think so. and it seems as though I'm not so in love at all. ok, that's not true. I just didn't post about it here. not many peoply reads about mine anyway. so why bother?

Tomorrow's the last day of the years, peeps! Enjoy or not to enjoy? The PM just announced the cancelation of celebration on the newspaper headline today. Well, I'm not gonna celebrate anything at all at the first place.